the work-situation has been suffering on the bleeding edge of change. my immediate group of co-workers is rather small and intimate, but there is deceit and theft. beyond that, i feel thoroughly distracted; unable to focus on anything for more than a few moments. i have been ignoring my studies, and i have not finished a book in months.
i feel unsettled.
i believe that this is a matter of the heart, not necessarily a matter of love.
and maybe after a bit more distraction, i will be able to form a coherent sentence.